I just feel like he never cares as much as I do. And it’s so hard to get him to care. I just idek. I wish I could just stop crying bc it’s actually really bad for my muscle sprain to cry (it shakes the muscles too much). I literally hate my life. I kinda just want out on this relationship. Like what even. I feel like I don’t even have enough energy to write it out,,, maybe we can work this out and I’m just emotional. Idek. I hate my life.